I've been looking at people's astrology charts who are skeptics recently on this message board I have participated in for a long while now. And I have been loving the exploration of what to share with them in a way that doesn't get too deep but also touches them in an inviting way to go deeper if they feel it. Like half sharing my truth and half respecting their beliefs I guess.
And in someones chart I looked at, an insight came up that was deep. It was something vulnerable. I usually hold back from sharing too much of the deeper stuff with others who don't seem like they would receive it. I just like to take bits off and give them little by little.
But I ended up sharing a lot more with this one person. And whether or not they do receive it, I still feel like if any part of them does find resonance to it, then it will be received by that part, even if that part of them is not consciously experienced by them at this time.
This is some of what I shared with them:
"And I don’t know how else to express this without getting my personal beliefs involved, but I feel there is a part of us that has this inner knowing. And when we tap into that inner knowing, we may not see what is externally valued to mean the same thing as what we see is internally valued.
I feel any healing process always needs to have self-love being the main key and goal. And maybe when we feel like we can never catch a break, a wound in our self might be feeling like we aren’t worthy enough.
And this could be subconsciously felt with situations helping us to feel it. And to make that part of us feel better, we look for ways to find worth through the sources we are aware of in the world. External ones, like ways to get money, secure a home and make a living. But I’m feeling like that’s not the kind of sources our wound is looking for. Do I believe it’s necessary? Yes. But do I believe there is more to it than just the outer sources of worth? Yes.
After all, this wound is emotional because it can be felt. And that’s something which is inside. So I feel the best sources to heal this wound is through inner sources. We know what our wounds are emotionally from the situations we have been through."
So, basically I was sharing my beliefs with this person about how the inner reflects and attracts the outer. And coming from only a logical,factual and physical point of view sense, a belief like that does not really fit with mine. I'm not saying that this was all their energy is, even on a conscious level. It's been the energy of the message board I've been interacting with for 16 years and once I started to find more than just the physical world, every time I shared it there, I would get ridiculed. Their view on me (not everyone, but the energy that was most supported on it) turned from crazy to interesting.
And "interesting" has been opening more opportunities to feel more welcomed for those who feel it too, to shine their light in there. I feel I'm at a point where anyone ridiculing me on there now, won't phase me, when it used to, because my heart knows that what they are throwing towards me is not my truth. It's their fears and setbacks from denying their own truth.